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On The Edge {[chapter 7]}

*THE DAY OF THE WEDDING*

"OH MY GOD. JESSICA, YOU LOOK AMAZING! Poor Gustav is gonna pass out when he sees you!" I shout as Jessica walks in. She blushes. "Turn around! Spin, woman, SPIN!" Violet shouts. Jessica laughs and turns in a circle. "I LOVE IT!" Violet screeches. "Love what?" Gustav says. "OUT! ITS BAD LUCK FOR THE GROOM TO SEE THE BRIDE BEFORE THE WEDDING! OUT!" I scream, shoving him away from the door. I close the door and turn around. "VIOLET! GO IN THE BATHROOM! GEEZ!" I shout, seeing Violet changing. "Can't! Bill!" she says. I roll my eyes. "I'll tell him to hurry up," I say. "DON'T! HE'S LIKE NAKED!" she screeches. "I AM NOT! I have underwear on!" Bill shouts. "Hurry up, love, I don't wanna see Violet naked, thanks!" I call. "YOU KNOW YOU LOVE IT!" Violet shouts, laughing. "Not really!" I say, going into the bathroom and closing the door. "Ugh. That girl is strange," Bill says, looking up from his eyeliner. He looks away and then his eyes snap back. "Wow. You look..." he says. "Ugly? I know," I say sadly. "WRONG! I just... I can't think of the right word! 'Perfect' isn't good enough," he says, coming over and kissing my cheek. "Uh-huh. I love you. Now put some pants on and let's go already!" I say, turning him around and slapping his ass. "Oh baby!" he says, grinning at me. I roll my eyes. "Come on, you hornball, get dressed!" I say. "Can I wear that coat you love oh so much?" he asks, picking it up off the rim of the bathtub. "It'll be too warm. Just wear those stripey pants and I'll be good," I say. "They're not dressy enough. I'm wearing my black pants and the striped shirt," he says. "Okie dokie. Just hurry up!" I say, leaving him to get dressed.

[idk what to write for the wedding so i'm gonna skip to the party :D]

*LATER*

"OH MY GOD. I AM SO EXCITED. I AM MARRIED NOW," Jessica shouts, flopping down into a chair next to me. "Where's Bill?" she asks. "I... don't know. He said he was going to get food and I haven't seen him since," I say. "How long ago was that?" she asks. I shrug. "Oh, there he is!" I say, seeing Bill on the ground next to Tom. "I know what's going on now," Jessica says smugly. I look at her, confused. "Wait and see," she says. Bill stands up and shouts for everyone to shut up [not that there's many people. It's Georg, Missy, Violet, Tom, Jessica, Gustav, and everyone's parents]. "Come here, Adelina," he says. I get up and walk over to him."Close your eyes," he says once I reach him. "Why?" I ask. "Please?" he says I sigh and close my eyes. "Adelina Schafer," he says. "Oh, buttfuck," I say, realizing what's going on. "I love you, more than any girl I've ever thought I've loved. Will you make me the happiest kid on earth, and marry me?" he asks. "Oh, buttfuck," I say again, smiling this time. "I'm thinking that's a yes, Bill," Tom says. "Will you?" he asks. "YES!" I shout, starting to cry. I open my eyes as he gets up and hugs me tightly. He puts the ring on my finger and smiles brilliantly. He hugs me again. "YOU ALL KNEW ABOUT THIS, DIDN'T YOU, YOU ASSHOLES!" I shout, laughing through my tears. "I would've told you, but Bill made me swear on my hats and Violet's life that I wouldn't," Tom says, grinning as he puts an arm around Violet. "He did!?" she says, looking quite alarmed. "Yeah, but I didn't tell, so you're fine," he says, kissing her cheek. Everyone laughs. "What a perfect end to an amazing day," I say happily,leaning against Bill. "Exactly," he says, smiling.

On The Edge {[chapter 6]}

*TWO WEEKS LATER*

"MY LOVE!" I shout, bursting into Bill's room. "HOLY SHIT! GET OUT! I'M IN MY UNDERWEAR!" he shouts. I laugh and close the door behind me. "Adddiiieeee!" he whines. "Give your lover a hug, dammit!" I say, still giggling. "You're not my lover yet!" he says, smiling as he hugs me. "I wish I was!" I say, kissing his bare shoulder. "Me too. I bet you'll be good in bed," he says, grinning. I laugh loudly. "SHUT UP, ADELINA!" Tom shouts through the door. "SORRY!" I shout back. "Jessica just called. She says the wedding's in two weeks," I say, still hugging my half-naked Bill. "Aww. What am I supposed to wear? There's no way in HELL me and Tom are wearing suits!" he says nervously. "Haha! She says just dress nice. She knows there's no way of you wearing suits short of tying you down, stripping you naked, then putting them on ourselves. Second thought, I kinda like that idea! Well... to the 'stripping you naked' part, anyway," I say, giggling as he lifts me up and carries me to his bed. "Ha ha ha. Funny," he says sarcastically as he tosses me gently onto the bed. "It is! Then I can rape you!" I say, laughing. "What!?" Violet asks as she walks in. "GET OUT!" Bill and I both shout. She sees that Bill's in his underwear and high-tails it out of the room, closing the door behind her. Bill and I look at each other and start cracking up. "Poor Violet. Not like she doesn't see basically my body! I mean, Tom's my twin! We're built the same," he says, wiping his eyes. "Not really. Tom's skinnier than you. His shoulders are broader, too. Your shoulders are more narrow," I say from the bed. "Thanks," he says, rolling his eyes. "I'm not saying it's a bad thing! I like your body better than Tom's any day!" I say, smiling at him. "Sure you do," he says. I sigh loudly. "Must I explain why I like your body better? You'll take it as an insult," I say. "YES! Explain," he says. "FINE! You're a teeny bit more pudgy that Tom. And I love it! I don't like my boys too scrawny, like Tom is," I say, grinning. He rolls his eyes. "What? I like your belly," I say, reaching over and poking his stomach. "Thanks, I think..." he says. I laugh. "I LOVE YOU!" I shout. "Yeah, yeah, yeah. You only say that when I'm mad or depressed," he says. "DO NOT... do I?" I say. "You hardly ever say it," he says. "Well... I'm just afraid you won't say it back one day..." I say softly. "Ohh, Addie! I will ALWAYS say it back, I promise! I promise you forever, Addie, and now you're kinda screwed. You're stuck with me. I will NEVER let you go, Addie, EVER. I promise," he whispers, hugging me fiercely. My eyes overflow. "Addie! You're going to make ME cry!" he says, laughing as he begins to cry too. "Sorry! I'm such a loser!" I say, giving a watery laugh. "Well, at least we're losers together!" he says, still holding me tightly.

BILL'S CONDITION!

	Specialist certificate for submission at Gothaer Insurance. Mr. Bill Kaulitz, born 01.09.1989, is under my specialist care. Based on a significant vocal problem, the European tour must be interrupted. Since then, the patient is being treated by me with maximum conservative therapy (medicinal, inhalation) and absolute vocal silence. Within Mr. Kaulitz lies a clear organ thickening in front of the middle-third of the left vocal fold, which makes the closing of the vocal fold impossible and blocks the vibration. The song tones break away from the central position and the speaking voice is rough. There is thickening on an intracordal vocal fold cyst with secondary epithelium thickening and rising. The problem is such that the force of collision of the vocal folds with the vibrations is not distributed over a smooth vocal surface, but is concentrated in the zone of the thickening. Because of the concentration of force in this area, short-term straining of the voice would lead to further swelling of the tissue and epithelium, the closing of the vocal chords to deteriorate further and the hoarseness to increase. Mr. Kaulitz is considering a phonosurgical operation in which the cyst will be sensitively removed and the edge of the vocal folds reconstructed in plastic. A post-operation period of vocal silence of 10 days and vocal rehabilitation of about 3 weeks is calculated. From specialist perspective, a continuation of the tour is presently not recommended under any circumstances. For queries at any time, I stand at your disposal. Dr. Gerrit Wohlt â�”â�”â�”- *Billâ�™s diagnosis. Quotes for you to read: â�œAt the moment Bill is lying in his bed,â� says manager and producer David Jost. â�œHe took one painkillers for his headache, and the operation can be done before the medication is out of his blood system, if not, it may lead to complication under the operation. â� The operation lasts for 25-30 minutes. His voice have to rest in one week, then it needs weeks with rehabilitation. David Jost: â�œThe complete band is discouraged because of it. Bill, of course fears the operation. Tom, Georg and Gustav are trying to support him the best they can. â� The exact date for the operation isnâ�™t known yet. Even in a good case scenario Billâ�™s treatment could take weeks. If the concerts after that will be played is still open to discussion

Specialist certificate for submission at Gothaer Insurance.

Mr. Bill Kaulitz, born 01.09.1989, is under my specialist care.

Based on a significant vocal problem, the European tour must be interrupted. Since then, the patient is being treated by me with maximum conservative therapy (medicinal, inhalation) and absolute vocal silence.

Within Mr. Kaulitz lies a clear organ thickening in front of the middle-third of the left vocal fold, which makes the closing of the vocal fold impossible and blocks the vibration. The song tones break away from the central position and the speaking voice is rough.

There is thickening on an intracordal vocal fold cyst with secondary epithelium thickening and rising.

The problem is such that the force of collision of the vocal folds with the vibrations is not distributed over a smooth vocal surface, but is concentrated in the zone of the thickening. Because of the concentration of force in this area, short-term straining of the voice would lead to further swelling of the tissue and epithelium, the closing of the vocal chords to deteriorate further and the hoarseness to increase.

Mr. Kaulitz is considering a phonosurgical operation in which the cyst will be sensitively removed and the edge of the vocal folds reconstructed in plastic. A post-operation period of vocal silence of 10 days and vocal rehabilitation of about 3 weeks is calculated.

From specialist perspective, a continuation of the tour is presently not recommended under any circumstances.

For queries at any time, I stand at your disposal.

Dr.

Gerrit Wohlt

â�”â�”â�”-

*Billâ�™s diagnosis.

Quotes for you to read:

â�œAt the moment Bill is lying in his bed,â� says manager and producer David Jost. â�œHe took one painkillers for his headache, and the operation can be done before the medication is out of his blood system, if not, it may lead to complication under the operation.

â�

The operation lasts for 25-30 minutes. His voice have to rest in one week, then it needs weeks with rehabilitation.

David Jost: â�œThe complete band is discouraged because of it. Bill, of course fears the operation. Tom, Georg and Gustav are trying to support him the best they can.

â�

The exact date for the operation isnâ�™t known yet. Even in a good case scenario Billâ�™s treatment could take weeks.

If the concerts after that will be played is still open to discussion

from a bulletin from a fansite on myspace!

On The Edge {[chapter 5]}

*LATER*

"SO," I say to Jessica. "So what?" she replies. "SHOW ME THE RING!" I shout. She laughs and shows me her left hand. "I LOVE IT!" I shout, looking at the heart-shaped diamond. "You love what?" Bill asks, throwing his coat and man bag on the floor. "THIS!" I shout, showing him Jessica's hand. "Mmm," he says. He digs through his coat pockets and pulls out a box. He takes him in his arms and hugs me tightly. "Forever, Addie," he says, handing me the box. I open it and squeal. "WHAT!?" Jessica yells. "HE GAVE ME A NECKLACE! It's got a star on it! Bill, I love it!" I say, smiling hugely at him. "Mmm. I love YOU!" he laughs, hugging me again. "Awwies. I love you too," I say, hugging him back. I put the necklace on, smiling the whole time. "It matches the ring Gustav gave you. I stole the ring to make sure. It's on your table in your room," Bill says. "I wondered where that went!" I say, grinning. "You're not mad, are you?" he asks nervously. "Nope. You're to cute to get mad at," I say, sitting down on his lap. He puts his hands on my sides under my shirt. "OKAY! It's getting kinda personal in here!" Jessica says, laughing. "It better NOT be!" Gustav says darkly as he walks in. Bill blushes and takes his hands out. "Oh, grow up, Gustav! I'm 16 now!" I say, glowering at him. He rolls his eyes. "Maybe 16 months, by the way you act sometimes," he says. I glare at him. Bill does too. "Shut up, Gustav," he says. "No! I don't have to! This is MY house! If you don't like it you can leave!" Gustav says. "Then I'm taking Adelina with me!" Bill says. "Leave him alone, Gustav! GOD!" I shout, jumping up. I run into my room and slam the door. I hear running footstep and the door bursts open. Bill comes in and locks the door behind him. "Are you okay?" he asks. "Yes. Just pissed off. He's such an ass sometimes! Like, I love him to DEATH, cause he's my brother, you know? And yet... I totally hate him sometimes. I'm so confused Bill! I don't think I wanna live here anymore..." I say. "Come live with me! My mom LOVES you, Addie, and so does Gordon! And Tom, but that's another story," Bill says. "Tom's a whole other BOOK, Bill, not another story!" I say, laughing. "I must admit, you have a point," he says, laughing too. "Call Simone. Ask if I can at least spend the night there. I'm sure Jessica will love it," I say. He grins and starts digging through his pockets. "SHIT! I left my phone at my house!" he says, slapping his hand to his forehead. "Use mine," I say, handing it to him. He quickly dials the number. "Mom! Hi! It's Bill, duh. I do NOT sound like Tom! Okay. Moving on here. Can Adelina move in with us? Ow! What was that for?" he asks as I slap his arm. "I said spend the night!" I say. "Well, you said you didn't wanna live here anymore!" he says. "Wait, be quiet a second, Addie," he says. He listens for a minute before smiling hugely and jumping into the air. "MOM SAYS YOU CAN LIVE WITH US!" he shouts. I laugh and hug him tightly. I open the door and shout for Gustav. "What?" he says. "I'M MOVING IN WITH BILL, TOM, SIMONE AND GORDON!" I shout. "Says who?" he asks. "ME! And Simone!" I say, laughing madly. I slam the door and hug Bill again.

On The Edge {[chapter 4]}

*TWO WEEKS LATER*

Missy bursts into my room. I jump and look at her. "GUESS THE FUCK WHAT!" she shouts. "What!?" I say. She holds out her left hand where a single diamond is glinting. "OHMYGOD!!! GEORG... OHMYGOD!" I scream. "YES! I'M SO EXCITED!!!" she shouts. "Gustav proposed to Jessica, too!" Missy says happily. "Is everyone getting married but me!?" I say, laughing. "I'm not!" Violet says as she walks in. "We'll get married. I promise," Bill says, coming over and kissing my cheek. "I love you," I say quietly. Bill hugs me tightly. "That's the first time you said that," he says, his eyes welling up. "You're so emotional, Billy!" I say, smiling as I hug him back. "Can't help it," he says, wiping his eyes and getting eyeliner all over his face. "That's a nice look, Bill!" Tom teases. "Shut up! She just said I love you for the first time! I can't help it!" he says. "AWWW!" Violet says. "Shut up, Purple," I say, laughing as she glares at me. "DON'T CALL ME PURPLE!" she shouts. "God. You guys are louder than Jessica! And that's saying something!" Gustav laughs. "Why do we all congregate in MY room? My room is too small! Go in the living room! Lemme spend some time with Bill," I shout, pushing Violet and Tom out of the room. "We're going back to Violet's apartment. We just figured we'd stop and say hi," Tom says, taking Violet's hand. "Okie dokie. Goodbye!" I say, pushing them into the hallway. I go back into my room and push Jessica and Gustav out. Missy follows, going outside to where Georg is waiting in his car. I close the door and collapse on my bed, on top of Bill. "God, you're scrawny!" he says as he pushes me off him. "Thanks. I love you, too," I say, grinning. "Well, you are! You don't even weigh 100 pounds!" he says. "Shut up. I can't help it!" I say. "I know. It's just weird," he says, rolling onto his stomach to look at me. "Hey, what is that?" he says. "NOTHING!" I say, pulling my shirt down. He smirks. "You got a tattoo!" he says. "SHUT UP! DID NOT!" I shout. "Show me your stomach, then! Prove it!" he says smugly. "Shut up," I say, covering my face. "It's ok. I've got one too, remember?" he says, turning around to show me the back of his neck. "Yeah, and yours is sexy," I say, grinning. "Show me yours. I wanna see what it is!" he says. "No. It goes up too high. I'd have to take my shirt off," I say, blushing. "Oh baby! SHOW ME!! You shouldn't have said that. That makes me wanna see it more," he smirks. "You're turning into Tom!" I laugh. "Ill show you PART of it," I say, lifting my shirt up to my ribcage. "Ooooh. I like it," he says, gently touching the stars trailing up my side. "Does it hurt?" he asks. "Not really. It KILLED when I got it though. I'm never getting another tattoo on my ribs," I say.

On The Edge {[chapter 3]}

*SEVEN WEEKS LATER*

*ADELINA'S BIRTHDAY*

I hear a knock on the door. I sigh and go to answer it. I open the door and see Bill, Violet and Tom. Bill's got roses, Violet has one of her cat's kittens, and Tom's got a guitar case. I raise one eyebrow and let them in. "Happy birthday," Bill says, kissing me as he gives me the roses. "A KITTY FOR ADELINA!" Violet shouts, giving me the kitten. "Does Gustav know you gave me a cat? I dunno if he'll let me keep it, Violet..." I say. "He knows. I asked if I could give one to you. I know this one, the runt, was your favorite. Now he's yours," she says, smiling. "This is from me and Bill. I picked it out though. Bill just helped pay for it," Tom says, opening the case. He pulls out an awesome purple guitar with a neon-blue star on it. "I love it! Thank you!" I say, kissing Tom's cheek. I look at Bill and see jealously written all over his face. "Oh, Bill, don't be jealous. I have you. Why would I need Tom, too? You're all I want and need. And then some," I say, kissing him lightly. "Ja, ja, ja. Whatever you say, Adelina," he says. "You haven't called me Adelina in forever. You must be mad... I'm sorry Bill..." I say quietly. "Oh. Oh, no. Oh, sweetie, I'm sorry! It slipped! I'm not mad, Addie, I promise!" Bill says, flinging his arms around me. "Billy, you're crushing my kitty," I say, laughing. "Oops," he says, letting go of me with a laugh. "Uh-oh. Here comes Trouble," I say as Gustav's MONSTER cat stalks into the room. "Don't put the kitten down!" Violet shrieks. "LIKE I WOULD!" I shout. Trouble [yes, that's his name], jumps up on the table and sniffs the arm that the kitten has his head under. The kitten sticks out a paw and bops Trouble on the nose. None of us expect what happens next. Trouble licks the kitten's paw and begins to purr! o_O? "Wow! Weird!" Violet says. I carefully put the kitten on the table. Trouble rubs his huge head against the tiny kitten and purrs even louder. "That cat is WEIRD," Tom says, shaking his head. "GUSTI! COME LOOK AT THIS!" I shout. Gustav comes running into the room and stops when he see Trouble grooming the kitten. "Woah. Never seen him do THAT before!" he says. "NAME THE KITTY!" Violet shouts. I think for a minute. "BILLA!" I shout. Bill groans and covers his face. He hates his nickname. I laugh. "Shut up. Not funny!" he mumbles. "Aww. My poor Bill. I like your nickname. I think it's cute!" I say, putting one arm around his shoulders. "I don't," he says.

On The Edge {[chapter 2]}

*TWO WEEKS LATER*

My cell phone rings loudly. I pick it up. "OHMYGOD ADELINA GUESS WHAT!!!" Violet screeches. "WHAT!?" I screech back. Gustav, who was walking past my room, covers his ears. "TOM ASKED ME OUT!!!" she screams. "OHMYGOD!" I shout. "ADELINA! BILL'S HERE!" Gustav shouts. "I GOTTA GO BYE!" I say loudly, hanging up. I run out of my room and into Bill, who was coming down the hall. "Hi?" he says. "HI! TOM ASKED VIOLET OUT!!!" I screech. Bill laughs. "I know! He told me. Now I don't have to hear him whining about how I got to you first," he say, leaning down and kissing me. "Haha. You're so adorable," I say softly, leaning against his chest. He wraps his arms around me and kisses the top of my head. "Awwies! How cute are they, Gusti?" Jessica says from behind Bill. Bill turns around, blushing. "Aww. Why's my man blushing? She just said we were cute! We are!" I say, smiling. "Cute is a debateable term," Gustav says, putting his arm around Jessica's waist. "Aww. Gustav's got a girlfriend. I thought you went gay after the last one, it's been so long!" I say teasingly. He glares at me. I laugh. "Don't be mean, Adelina," Jessica says, even though she's laughing too. "You know, Gusti, I never would've thought you'd go for a girl like Jessica," I say. "What do you mean, 'a girl like Jessica'??" Jessica says. "You're so hyperactive and Gustav is so calm all the time!" I say. "True. I live to make his life more fun," Jessica says. "Oooh kinky!" I say, cracking up. "I DIDN'T MEAN LIKE THAT!" she shouts. "Are you sure?" I say. She thinks for a minute. "Okay. You got me!" she says, grinning. Gustav's eyes almost pop out of his head, making us laugh even more. "Girls are weird," Bill says, looking at Gustav. Gustav nods. "Very," he says. "Shut up, Gustav!" we say. We look at each other and laugh again.

*LATER*

Gustav, Georg, Bill, Jessica, Missy, and myself are all watching horror movies in the living room when [once again] the door bursts open as Violet announces her presence in the house. "HALLO PEOPLE!" she shouts. Tom walks in after her, shaking his head. "You're so LOUD!" he says. "But you love it!" Violet says, laughing as she flops down on me. "UGH! God, woman, you're heavier than you look!" I say, shoving her off me, onto the floor. Bill jumps up and sits on my lap. "Am I?" he asks, laughing. "A little bit. Damn, you've got a bony butt," I say, grinning. "Shut up. I'm skinny. I can't help it," he says, leaning back. "Hey! Aren't I supposed to be on YOUR lap, not the other way around?" I say as he presses his weight down on me. "Sure!" he says, getting up. He lifts me off the couch and sits down in my place, pulling me onto his lap. I laugh and snuggle against him. "So cuddly," he says, smiling and wrapping his arms around me tightly. Georg turns off the movie and sits down on the floor, next to Missy. "TRUTH OR DARE??" Violet says hopefully. Georg looks at Missy, who looks at Jessica, who looks at Gustav, who looks at Tom, who looks at Bill, who shrugs. "I guess," he says. We all sit down on the floor [me on Bill's lap, cause he wouldn't let me off], and begin the game.

*TEN MINUTES LATER*

"TRUTH OR DARE... ADELINA!" Jessica shouts. "DARE!" I shout back. "I DARE YOU TO KISS BILL! AND IT CAN'T BE JUST A PECK!" she says, smirking. I turn around and kiss Bill. "Awww. Our first kiss. Did it HAVE to be in front of everyone else, though?" he says, smiling happily. "THAT WAS YOUR FIRST KISS!?" Violet screeches. I blush heavily. "Shut up, Purple!" I say. [That always pisses her off.] "MY NAME'S VIOLET, NOT PURPLE!" she shouts. "Oh, shut up, both of you!" Georg says, rolling his eyes. We shut up and continue the game.

On The Edge {[chapter 1]}

"Well, if it isn't Sicky Schafer," Bill says as he walks into my room. I look up and grin. "Hi, Bill. Where's Tom? And my name's Adelina, not Sicky!" I ask. "What, am I not good enough for you? And I called you sicky cause you're not feeling well," he says, "Yes. I mean, no. I mean... man I'm confused!" I say, laughing as I get up to hug him. He hugs me tightly. "I missed you today," he whispers. "I missed you, too," I say. "AHEM!" Gustav coughs fakely. We jump apart. "Would you mind explaining?" he asks, coming in and sitting down on my bed. "Um, yes, I would mind!" I say, laughing. "Well, too bad! Explain!" he commands. Bill takes my hand. "Go on, tell him!" he urges. "Fine. We're dating, okay?" I say. Gustav looks surprised. "Really?" he asks. Bill and I nod. "Cute," Georg says as he and his girlfriend Missy walk in. Gustav glares at him. "What? They are! They make an adorable couple," Missy says. "Who makes a cute couple?" Tom asks from behind Georg. "Bill and Adelina!" Georg says. "WOAH! Damn you, Bill, why did YOU get there first!?" Tom says, hanging his head. "Aww, poor Tomi. I got a friend for you, though. She's amazing," I say. He perks up immediately. "Really?" he asks. "Yup. She should be here soon," I say. Just then, I hear the front door burst open. "HALLO! Where is everyone?" Violet screeches. "IN MY ROOM!" I shout. "Uh-oh. Violent Violet is here!" Bill says, laughing. "Hey! Shut up!" Violet says. Bill ruffles her neon-pink hair. "Hey, Gusti?" I say suddenly. "What?" he says. "Can I dye my hair blue? Please??" I say. "Why?" Gustav says. "CAUSE! I hate being blonde!" I say. "I like your blonde hair!" Tom says. "Who asked you?" I say, laughing. He glares at me. "Haha! DEATH GLARE!" Violet says, grinning. Tom glances at her and away again. "OOOOH! TOMI THINKS YOU'RE HOT, VIOLET!" I shout, giggling. "He does? Do you?" she asks. "YES! He only does that look-away thing if he thinks you're hot!" I say. He blushes. "Maybe I do," he says. She smiles. "You're pretty damn hot, too!" she says. Tom blushes again.

*THE NEXT DAY*

"WOAH!" Georg shouts as I walk in. I grin. "ISN'T IT AWESOME??" I shout. Bill turns around in his chair and his jaw drops so low I hear it crack. "Adelina! All your hair! It's GONE!" he shouts, jumping up. "I know... Do you not like it?" I ask, touching my hair nervously. "No, I like it! It's just so different! I just gotta get used to it, that's all," he says, hugging me. I smile and hug him back. Violet walks in after me and plops down on the couch next to Tom. They really hit it off yesterday. Violet, me, Tom, and Bill sat in my room talking while Georg and Missy went home, and Gustav watched a movie in the living room. They were really open about everything. It was kind of disturbing [if you get what I mean by "everything"]. Bill and I stand there hugging until Georg shouts "GET A ROOM!". We laugh and pull apart. He pulls me over to the chair he was sitting in and plops down again. He pulls me down onto his lap and leans his head against my back. "Awwwww," Violet says, smiling. "Aren't they cute. If only I had gotten there first," Tom says teasingly, sighing dramatically. "Faker. You like me better," Violet says. "You're so cocky, Violet," I say. She gives me a huge fake smile. "That's me!" she says. Bill, Tom, and I laugh while Gustav and Georg roll their eyes.

This Was No Accident /part2 of chapter4/

** CREDIT FOR THIS WHOLE CHAPTER GOES TO MY JUMBIE! ILY!**

*TWO MONTHS LATER*

Ryan smiled to himself, Kira would love this, he knew it. He had everything set up for when she would come home.
Kira was an artist, she was in art school and very into Japan, so in their apartment they had a kotatsu. A kotatsu is a table that has a blanket attatched to it, it comes down from the ends of the table, and has a space heater under it. They're very comfortable. Since it was fall time and it was getting cold out, they had taken out the kotatsu and replaced it with the living room coffee table.
Now lying on the kotatsu was a fabulous dinner that Ryan had cooked himself, the lights were off in the room and there were two lit dark purple candle sticks in the center of the table, a perfect set up for their one year anniversary.
Ryan heard the door to their apartment open and sprinted to it, he was wearing nice pants and a button down purple shirt with Jack Skellington on it, Kira's favorite shirt.
"Ryry? Why's it so dark in here?" Kira called. She slipped off her shoes and tossed her bookbag to the ground.
"Close your eyes," Ryan said and Kira looked up.
"Hallo to you too," Kira smirked and Ryan smiled.
"Just close them," Ryan said again and Kira listened. Ryan took her hand.
"What are you doing? You seem awfully happy," Kira asked, smiling.
"Then again, you're always happy. I like you like that," Kira said and Ryan turned around and kissed her softly. Kira kissed back, though she was surprised at the sudden force against her lips.
"Open your eyes," Ryan's hot breath whispered against her lips. He moved back, and Kira opened her green eyes that matched Ryan's perfectly.
"Aw, Ryan! You're too good to me, I hardly deserve it," Kira gave Ryan a huge hug and he hugged her back, right before kissing her very passionately.
They pulled back after a few minutes and sat down at the kotatsu.
"I made it all myself. I didn't even burn anything!" Ryan said proudly, grinning at her.
"Haha, it looks really delicious," Kira said and looked at Ryan, sitting across from her.
"Dig in! I wanna know what you think. I tasted everything before hand and I loved it," Ryan said and picked up his fork to begin eating.
"Ah! Ryan, this food is heavenly!" Kira said, continuing to eat the food. She had been at school all day today, from 2 in the afternoon to 8 at night, she was very hungry.
"I did my best," Ryan said softly, also staring at his beautiful girlfriend.

Ryan and Kira had finished dinner while chatting they way they normally did, about everything. They didn't hide anything from eachother and felt comfortable on any topic, whether it be politics, person issues, sex, or even past girlfriends and boyfriends.
Now the two were cuddling on the couch, watching a movie. Ryan was laying up against the arm of the couch with his legs spread and Kira had her head on his chest, laying against his body.
"Baby, you couldn't have made this night more perfect," Kira whispered when the movie had quieted for a scene.
Ryan simply smiled and stroked her hair.
Kira closed her eyes, shivers running throughout her body as his fingers lightly brushed her skin. "I feel bad," she said.
"Why?" he sounded concerned.
"Because I was at school all day and barely got to do anything for you except give you that guitar. You have a ton of guitars, it's not going to make much difference," Kira frowned.
"I love that guitar, it's gorgeous. You picked out the perfect guitar and adding your artwork on it made it so much more sentimental," Ryan said and Kira turned over onto her stomach and pressed her forearms against his thighs, looking into his eyes.
"I want to do more," Kira frowned.
Ryan leaned forward and pressed his lips against hers softly; Kira sat up more, so she could kiss him more comfortably.
His tongue slipped into her mouth and Kira gasped softly, Ryan was being assertive, it was cute. He pulled her body closer and Kira willingly played tongue wars with him.
After a few minutes, or an hour as it seemed, of their hot tongues moving together, they pulled back. Ryan grinned at her and she grinned back; he rested his head on hers and closed his eyes.
"I love you, Kira," Ryan whispered. Kira's eyes opened and she stared up at him, he gazed back.
Ryan bit his lip after she didn't answer for a while, "Now...would be the time to say something..."
"I love you too, Ryan," Kira said softly, Ryan took her face in her hands and kissed her once more.
"Do you doubt me?" Ryan asked, biting his lip as Kira moved away from their position to stand up and stretch.
She took a moment to reply, "No...it's just. Like a dream come true...My boyfriends before would say that to me, so quickly and then that love would end. But we've taken our time...and...You're everything I've ever wanted, Ryan," she looked at the boy who was now standing in front of her, she had tears in her eyes.
"You're everything I've ever needed," Ryan whispered.
Kira closed her eyes and felt as Ryan's hands went to her waist and her kissed her passionately. Kira kissed him back, but she was crying; that made it all the more passionate.
Ryan lifted her off the ground and she wrapped her legs around his waist and broke apart from the kiss to breathe. She pressed her cheek against his smooth one and took a deep sigh, staring at the floor as he moved into another room.
"We're an odd couple," she muttered.
"Indeed. Pretty odd," he managed to open the door to the bedroom and dropped her onto the bed before grinning at her.
He straddled her, his legs on either side of hers. She smiled at him, "Are you trying to seduce me?" she asked..
"Maybe," he smirked. "Is it working?"
"Not...really..." she laughed and Ryan looked offended.
"We'll have to make it work then," he said and lowered himself to kiss her neck softly.
As Ryan did that, he felt Kira's hands undo the buttons on his shirt. He stopped kissing her to shrug the shirt off of his shoulders. She smiled at him after tossing it to the side. He went back to kissing her, working down to her collar bone and slowly unbuttoning her shirt as he did so.
"Do you really love me, Kira?" Ryan asked, taking off her shirt all the way and looking at her again.
Kira smiled softly at him, "More than you can imagine."
He smiled back, before crushing their lips together again. Passion was everything. They had passion for their talents of art, passion for life, passion for each other.
"Good, because I wouldn't want this night to be with anybody but you."